NerNer and NuyNuy

2009-09-06T15:39:00.002+08:00

Please give me some time to accept it once again..
or please leave me alone..

if she is really better, please leave me.. and go to her again.. or get a better one..

i dun wan a half hearted love from u whenever we quarrel..
cos yr love doesnt exceed and accept who i am..

thanks for being truthful, once is enuff.. not twice.. i dun wan to hear it ever again..

2009-08-05T01:05:00.003+08:00

I love to read other's blog..
but i am so lazy to blog myself.. @

My life still missing with theses:

ONE
im still searching for a BBF.. it seems hard.. i dun wanna end my life without a best friend..
i know i hav very gd friends that stood by my side all times whenever im sad or happie..
thanks alot my friends.. =)
but i wan a friend whom i can called as best friend / buddy and im her bestie too..

Doing crazy stuff together no matter wad, hav fun together, nv leave me alone..

TWO
MONEY! ok.. most ppl hav this problem..
i wan a job after poly that i love so that i can save money and work long enuff to have a nice shop in the future..

THREE
Traveling around the world! There is alot of places i would like to visit and to shop all day long..

Ok.. thats for now.. cant think of any liao.. term test and exam on the way.. im going through study suffering period.. hope i can survive..

no more marks on my body PLS...

2009-07-08T02:14:00.002+08:00

I cried while watching Digimon 1st episode..

it brings back so much memories.. i even bought a digimon guide book last time.. i gonna dig it out..

haha.. thanks yiang hai for the anime..

i din update for a very long time.. guess im still really very lazy.. zzz

2009-04-14T01:26:00.002+08:00

Hav been thinking alot lately..

my life..
my future..
how am i going to be like?

definately not a housewife..
i dunno how to clean, cook or wash
but i hav to do it somehow in future..

how to entertain adults in future?
parents, his parents..
relatives..
wonder wad kind of stress will i get?

i wan a house..
i wan pets
i wan everything..

in the future,
my house.. i wanna be pretty every morning.. relax n do things freely..

yet now..
im still studying..
my study life is gonna end in 1 years time
i need a job by then..

i dun like office job
i dislike standing at shop selling stuff in long working hours..

been watching nana for the past 1 week..
i've enjoyed it very much..

im jus like komatsu nana
noisy, crybaby, demand attention, falls in love easily and fall out easily, depends on others, nv take my family seriously..

i wanna change.. but it is jus me..
i wan a fren like jun chan.. or nana..

i hate cheaters..
i kill them..

jus like how i hate yr ex..

i'll kill her if met her again somehow..

2009-02-20T01:58:00.001+08:00

i'm 19 already!

time passes so fast!

nth special for bday though
due to stupid exam!

nvm.. shall celebrate nxt time..

im looking forward to the gathering with the girls again..

2009-02-16T00:57:00.004+08:00

sometime i wonder..

what is the point of having someone to love u when he or she dun respect u at all..
is it that hard?
or is it something is so used to it..

HABIT..

when u take away the H.. u get ABIT

and take away the A.. u get BIT

even if the B is gone u still hav IT..

cried..

what i wan is so simple..

guys find valentine day irritating..
issit it the mark of their love together?
or jus another normal days to some..

some girls hope for a grand celebration wth bf
some confessed for love..
other jus wan a simple day together..

what abt yrs? what is valentine day to u?

im heartbroken

2009-01-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

Chinese new year is coming..

Kinda hav no mood to spent this new year..
it will be exam n term test soon..

My wishlist for 2008 was my LG KF350, 5th anniversary charmmy kitty and a gundam 00 haro mascot..

This wishlist was made before xmas.. i tot non of them will come true..

but lucky for me.. i got my KF 350 handphone after xmas.. was so happie for a week..

now that 2009 is here, ive also gotten my charmmy kitty online last week..
have been searching the whole singapore and online for it..
and i found a website selling it
i tot of getting a set but however only the white one is available..
i also bought along the toy story alien for nerner and a pair of cute mickey n minnie earrings..
nerner also paid for mickey and minnie cactus plushie for me..

ah.. now that i left haro only..
hard to find n get..

and today i found another website selling both purple and white charmmy kittys at a cheaper price.. abit sian diao..

i was hoping if she could sell me only the purple one to make a set..
but she was selling both purple n white one together only..

kinda tempted to buy.. but i only need purple one leh.. (although not so pretty but make it a set ma)

now i got two choices to make..

1) get both white n purple
2) buy purple one at another store

was quite farked up buying the white one only..
i tot no one will going to sell them again cos the stock already arrived last year nov

ARGH! HELP!

yesterday also saw noco noco jack at only $19

fark.. the rest of the online shop sell at least $25, i'm hope tat the price drop...

im in a plushie craze now.. die!

gonna earn more next time when i work and buy all stuff i like..
i wanna spend like tai tai without thinking.. (ok.. wait long)

2008-12-23T01:44:00.003+08:00

donkey years no updates..

dunno why suddenly hav the mood..

if u are trying to read my post, i think u gonna get so happie tat i updated it today..

if u are not happie, den why are u reading?

lolx..

had a pri6f gathering with my classmate at ECP..

went cycling with the guys..

jake have to leave early.. aw.. he missed the chance to meet up with sheldon n yufei..

nvm nxt year! go sheldon hse bbq..

i hope everyone gets happier n healthier each year.. merry christmas and hope u guys like the little gift from me..

oh boy.. im broke.. after buying stuff n stuff..

seriously need to save up for my phone if i wanna get it..

last week of holiday le.. cant rest more.. sch starting.. results are getting back..

oh..

i wan a nice christmas..

and 2009 is coming..

i dun wanna get old.. going to be 19 liao..

SHIT! how i wish i can be forever 18..

long live 18!

i hav new wishes for the new year..

hope my wishes come true..

2008-12-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

I'm stressing out..

this suppose to be my holiday.. i cannot even rest well..

although nerner is out of hospital n i no need to visit him le..
he is still not really fully recovered..

im trying to plan an outing for ppl

yet i hav ppl bugging me whole week to tell me to confirm..

hello? im more worried den u la..
im scared tat u guys dun enjoy
i scare tat no place to sit n eat

everything so last min..
its hard to plan during last min
when ppl give u confirm at the very last min too

im trying my best to cater to everyone..
im trying to plan out the best..
i wonder if ppl will appreciate though

or im looking for trouble to plan this outing..

i ruin my own holidays n christmas..

cheers!

2008-12-07T00:39:00.003+08:00

haha its been 1 month since i update my blog..

from now on.. i think i'll be mostly updating my diary..

weeeeeee... test is over!

feeling so happie today..
i dreamt abt a girl ( lets name her A) i dislike so much tat i slapped her n pour water over her during my dream..
another girl ( which i oso dislike) helped me to pour over girl A..

haha.. so shiok..

nerner in hospital.. and im worried.. hope he get well soon..

and this season.. i hav so much things i wanna do..
get presents, planning gathering, go out shopping.. etc..

hope i can get a temp job at the same time too..

i wan money! lolx

Socky aka Pearlin

2008-10-28T01:42:00.002+08:00

if i were to..

if i were to see him again,
i hope im a shop owner and serve him as a customer.. (its better in this situation)

i were to forget how he look like or wad does he look like as treat him as other normal ppl..

i do not wish to see him with my frens around
or meet him alone..

i think if i were to see him again,
i'll cry..

why?

cos im a crying baby..
and i hate ppl who hurt me..

too much emotion back den..

i dunno wad to say if i meet him again..
i would not wish to talk to him again..
i would hav felt.. betrayed, confuse and mix feeling

lies n lies..
had enuff of it..

no more hurt
no more pain
no more U..

** i love nerner! nerner changed me.. =D

2008-10-07T01:03:00.003+08:00

۞ Nuy Nuy & Ner Ner ۞ Exactly when will justice be served? says:
just be with linlin is already the happiest thing of my life, to find a girl of my life, dada contented le

haha..

SWEET

2008-10-05T23:35:00.006+08:00

hey!

Qiu ping xin yi and i went to the science centre 2 days ago..

haha.. it was fun.. the last time we went to the science centre was like during our pri sch times..

well, i dun hav much idea how it had changed.. other den mac donalds.. i remembered nth abt it..

NTH~

haha..

we bought tix to the imax movie too..

and went for the movie after 1 hour of playing..

after changing seats around

den suddenly qp say her hp lost..

so she search her bag n i look everywhere for it..

i went to inform the staff abt it..

lucky, the phone was found..

where?

on the floor below her seats..

HENG ah~ n sotong qiu ping abit like zhongying .. haha

after the movie we head off to "learn" again..

we pressed every button we could find, went to every places to visit.. play around here n there..

there is also a tree house at the garden and a green iguana..

we'll go again some day..

oh ya.. i made tomato fried rice n pasta last week..

nxt time i'll cook for nerner =D

yesterday went to cleo's front row session with rach..

i bought a cute blouse..

after 20% d/c

haha..

i din regret buying it..

but stiill.... EXPENSIVE..

2008-09-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

Win 1 year supply makeup..

wow.. if u are reading.. wad are u waiting?

Close on 31 oct 08

2008-09-24T01:01:00.003+08:00

wah finally change my skin..
must celebrate ah..

oh ya yesterday im so lucky

u image 1 dollar for a stitch plushie..

haha..
i went out with nerner to bugis
wanna try to catch tat stupid cactus from the machine de (mickey in a cactus form)
but hor they change the doll to the smaller doll catcher machine..
so stupid.. confirm waste money de.. cactus so fat claw so small..
but..

nerner wanna try his luck
in the end
wasted our 1st $1..
* we spent quite alot to try to get it le*

well..
i still hav $2 coin left..
so i tot of trying to catch other stuff for fun..

i saw this stitch lying there in the machine..
it seems to be calling out for me to save him.. *oh? im not crazy..*

2 tokken for 1 chance
1 try fail to catch hold of it.. but wait..
the spinning wheel behind the dolls says "FREE GAME"
(some machine hav tat spinning wheel de.. cupid with a turning arrow.. ah u should noe if u oways go arcade)

Wow.. another chance for free!

ok.. 1 try failed le n the stitch was bounce off further away from the exit..
i tot we will hav lesser chance of getting it..
so free game ma..
try our luck

this time..
after the push button was pressed..
the claw made a loud "clack clack" sound..

i go.. " AHHH?!"
and look up at the wheel..

OMFISHINGG.. its "fate"
this means tat i got super firm grip!

the cute little stitch was grip hard on its leg *instead of body.. and usually gripped on leg = dropping out of the claw*
and was sent to the exit

wah! my 2nd time tio super firm grip..
so happie la..

weeeeeeeeee.. i got this stitch instead of cactus not bad le..
i exchange it for a pink one instead..
aw.. now come to think of it.. the boy boy one oso gd leh..

hehe..
but i prefer pinku stitch xD

ah..
happily hugging it on the way home.. ^^

2008-09-09T03:08:00.002+08:00

im feeling better

preparing the up coming chalet..

xD

shall post pictures like i used to be..

i hav so many things to do!
1) i wanna shop till i drop *oh boy, where the hell to get money?*
2) i wanna get a temp job.. *nah! hard to get temp job!.. actually, i din bother looking for them.. ahaha*
3) i wanna visit alot places
4) i wanna eat different kinds of food!
5) Enjoy dis short holiday before another nightmare comes
6) Bake more more more!
7) my STAR OCEAN!
8) Happie happie oways
9) Spent my time with him
10) Ok.. exercise? *getting fatter if im doing all those above lolx!*

ok.. im alive at 3.13am!

2008-09-03T00:58:00.003+08:00

I only remember happie things tat mark my days in the past
I hav forget those sad memories tat i used to hav
I only remember tat there were sad memories but hav forgetten their happening
how did they start?
end?
when?

For I only see what is with me now..

The happie and sad memories tat we made together..
It's still so clear..
Cos u are oways with me..

i see nth but u..
i see something and it's u
i hold nth but u..
i hold something and it's u..

i may not be perfect
U are perfect to me
i may not be smart
U are smart to me
i may not be serious
U are serious to me

u are mature
u are serious
u are knowledgeable
u are a leader

i am playful
i am immature
i am ignorant
i am a follower

i want u to be happie and smile jus like me..
i know u want me to understand how u think and do

we are oppsite of each other..
too many difference yet everything fits..

jus like a piece of magnet..
north pole n south pole

jus like a piece of puzzle
one is in..
the other is out..

thx for everything....

NerNer (V)

2008-08-25T01:52:00.003+08:00

EXAM!

SUX...

I miss my frens.. so long din talk to any of them..

how are u guys?
i feel so disconnected from anyone or everyone..

hard to describe my feeling now..

nvm..

try again later..

ok.. now i noe wad to say..
whenever i open up a chat box of someone..
i dunno wad to type in..
hello?
or how are u?

but im afraid tat i hav nth to chat with after saying those greating..

oh my.. i really dunno wad to type in those chat box..

help!

2008-07-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

WOW! DEAD BLOG AGAIN!

Ok.. i try to make it alive again..

ive been missing so much things in my life..

the times im in pri sch? or sec sch?

haha.. although when i was studying in both of the above sch, i would oways hope that i would transfer or leave the sch asap..

now thinking back.. im jus not enjoying myself..

now that im in poly.. i hope to go back the simple time and simple me..

i miss mei xi, shi yun, kai sing, adelyn, and the rest of my classmate..

those noisy and fighting times..

quarreling with yuan cake! sitting beside L.A.P and with mei xi

life during tat time was nv boring.. but maybe abit lonely.. i had oways wanted more frens..

sec sch life sux!

But i learn alot during tat time..

get to know larry and frens

the 1st time meeting qiu ping and group

having frens like ping, rachael and xin yi..

i miss those time during sec 1 and 2 ba.. 7 of us chatting and playing..

sec 3 and 4 was hell..

i dun hav a fren in class.. only classmates..

but i had fun during the 1st few months of sec 3

but i prefer sec 4 class out of this 2..

poly life is differ..

i met dada..

i really love him..

although we kept quarreling..

i noe our love will last..

i think too much sparkle will burn us out..

and tired ..

haha..

SPMAC is the only cca i left with..

although sometime i felt disgusted over things..

i still need to pull myself up to do things i enjoy!

BMC exam is over for mi..

i hope there will be more events coming up..

My model and i

Love you xiang yi!

2008-05-31T22:53:00.002+08:00

weeee... after term test le..
today won prizes from HKO..
weeeeeeeeee.. wait for them to email mi the instruction..

so happie!

i had so much things i wanna do and need to do during holiday..

hope to hav fun..

hav makeup revision, anniversary, design club logo and shirt and look for affordable vest..

@@ BUSY!

2008-05-03T01:11:00.010+08:00

30 april 08

"da, i having stomach ache.. will go sch later"
"ok, i'll inform the teacher abt it"

weeee..
Plan A went well..

Plan B.. - bring in present to surprise him.. hehe..
i was imagining his funny face when i was on my way to class..

at last reached class room n saw his surprised face
he was staring at the present having tat grin on his face.. 他在偷笑。。=P
haha..
he must be wondering wads inside tat 2 PINK stuff..

"na"~ i said.. he said "thx u"..
"but dis is not for u," i lol as he keep grinning..
"haha.. yrs la, guess wad inside"

1st---- he wanna shake the box.. but i stop him.. he lifted it up n said..
GUNDAM?..
haha.. nope.. it is something useful..
SOAP..?
he really believe it is soap.. lolx.. i manage to trick him again..

plan c.. Cake surprise

Siwei n sotong came in with the cake during the break..
his 1st time cutting a cake! =)
made his wishes n blow the candles..
opened my bag of tibits n followed by the box..
hope he love them..
n my card specially..

the day ended with a smile after taking pics at bugis temple n pastamania..
ok.. photos of the day.. -- in orders except melody.. tats a puppet for my sis

2008-04-30T01:01:00.004+08:00

lai lai
i lai update abt these pictures..
i took already but i so lazy to update..
hoho..

ok..

dis is miss xiu li who jus joined our class for dis sem =)

looks like another sotong hor?

well..

she is cute in her way too..

she still keeps our scribbling drawing which was drawn during the class..

it looks like a STRAWBerrY

i think she name it "green green"?

haha..

Accounting n more accounting..

RACHAEL!

dis is the tei ban main i told u..

5 tofu 5 piece meat.. below with egg n abit veggie..

$3.50

not bad loh... but canot ta bao for u..

u come n eat yrself =X

Today is the worst tutorial ever..

da is stuck with the tutorial.. the 1st ever tutorial without a proper question..

who the hell noes wad to do?

but after awhile still can do la..

mine? hehe.. not done yet la..

2008-04-25T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hehe..

today so happie..

went shopping with my sec sch fren together to shop for clothes and shoe at queensway..
xD

Had mickey pizza n clam chowder..

yummy!

oh ya.. watched finish my ratatouille while eating..

after dinner went around the shopping centre..

i found my beloved CHARMMY KITTY at a cute cute shop..

only a few charmmy kitty stuff..

but i love them all.. =D

hehe..

den bought dis on loan from my fren..

KAWAII NE?

lets go shopping again some other days.. =D weee..

2008-04-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

Mon is hell day..
8 to 5pm..

i only had 2 and half hours of sleep as i was busy thinking n drawing abt the club logo..
was doin tutorial too..

tml is another long day..

i hope wed come soon..

den afternoon can go home or go out..
hoho..

pls help to vote for the logo too..

http://sp-mac.blogspot.com/

2008-04-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

crying is bad for relationship..
cos everytime after it..
u will start to get more n more tired..

im getting tired too..
i dunno how long more i can last..
im oways the one at fault..
i dun even dare to show u my worst attitude..
or i din show it to anyone b4 since im scared..

im getting more afraid of u..
our views are so different..
pls respect me too..

must things oways turn out like tat?

i wanna breathe too..

i wanna noe im alive..

my fren said im more n more like u..
my thoughts..
my way of doing things..

im no longer myself..
im no longer the one im used to..
i hav changed..
din i?

who am i actually?

can anyone ans?

sometime i think i need some cooling period..

stop pushing mi,
if i fall,
i'll get hurt..
u might get hurt too..

2008-04-10T01:07:00.014+08:00

2008-03-23T01:39:00.017+08:00

Body ache..
arm ache..

xD
tats wad i get after cycling at east coast park

but..
i had fun.. =)

hope we will go again..

2 hours = 6$.. i think?
dun even remember i pay how much..
pick shells..
but went home without any..
why?
dun hav any nice de..

den take stupid weird stick draw on the sand..
take pictures..

we also had "orh neng"- oyster egg n "kway chap" for dinner..
our "big meal".. lolx
2 longgan drink! 2 sugar cane drink..

tired when i get home..

leg ache during night..
i wonder how ping can take it the nxt day to work..

she should be better cos she is more sporty den mi..

okok...

pictures.........

LOOK

2008-03-07T00:31:00.014+08:00

everyday seems so sian..
stoning, playing, watching t.v, go out..
time passes slowly n quickly..

went to zoo last wed..
was tired n leg almost broken..
here are some pic.. i felt tat ive taken some great pics..enjoy!
i had fun at the zoo =D

nxt year go again!

2008-02-21T16:16:00.035+08:00

I had fun during dis 2 days..
even though i got seriously sick on the sec day..
i really enjoy it..
we bbq food together..
play together..
laugh together..

=) i hope everyone enjoyed it..

we'll plan something again somehow..

we are part of each other..

*the kitties are so cute..*

thx u dada..
love u lots!

p.s thx everyone for the presents

2008-02-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my best n worst bday ever..
i tot no cake..
make mi so sad..

but suddenly dada give mi flower with a balloon..
den a cake with candles which canot be blown out easily..

xD

recieved rach's cute little charmmy kitty towel b4 the cake suprise..
she should leave later..

haha..

hav been sick from yesterday morning till now..
high fever, flu, bodyache and sore throat..

time for medi!

upload pic later..

2008-02-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

Tired..
today 1st day of work..
have already stand for 11 hours..
10am-9.3opm

leg pain
backache..
weeeeeeee..

ate only breakfast..
no mood for lunch n dinner there..
so now jus finish my noodle..

full.. n tired..
shall sleep early tonight..

tml another day there..
wish mi luck..

2008-02-02T02:33:00.000+08:00

NerNer work hard today..
he had scratches n plaster..

Heartbroken..

hope he's tough job end soon..
den less things for him carry

auntie, uncle dun bully him..

he too cute.. xD

*pain pain go away* =)
P.S jia you for the work.. remember to rest well.. we'll enjoy nxt week...=D

when out with rach
planning to go to cousin's shop..
but somehow..
rach hav to collect yr stuff from ppl
den end up change plan
i go collect with her..

After tat wait for NerNer..
he say he coming
he bad mood..
himself dunno..
@@
den wanted to eat at yoshinoya
so exp
end up in KFC

After dinner
NerNer left for home
we went to CP
bought nail polish at missha..
QiuPing happen to work too..
so?
wait for her to go home together..

haha..
den?
at her house talk dis talk tat
till late

had fun.. =)

2008-01-31T01:45:00.001+08:00

haiz..
wad a cold phone call from him..

every nite i wait for dis call b4 i slp
tonight it seems so cold..
i noe tat he hav to work and need to get up early..
but he seems rushing through the words to hang up the phone..

i dun like it..

as if i made him sleep late tonight..
i even reminded him to sleep early..

one word..

"event"

wins all

it is more impt den a gd rest?
i really dun understand sometimes..

balance against game, me and his time is tough
i noe..

jus hoping to spent more time together..
at least.. on phone?
and when dis lonliness of mine is gone..
i'll be happier..

i wonder what u are thinkin when u read dis..

must be blaming mi for not understandin u..

i did not even breathe a word abt dis to u..

cos it will be a start of a new war..

im really tired of wars..
no more ok?

2008-01-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

Men are like dogs
and
women are like cats

how far u agree with dis statement?

its from a taiwanese programme i just watched..
the lady invited to the show said tat her husband is like a dog..
it is not a insult or something..
wad she is trying to say is tat

a good man is like a good dog
u ask him u go away as u wanna be alone
he will go away..
when u need help or wans someone to accompany u..
he will be there for u..

and women are like cats..
need to be pampered..
once it noes yr good
it will come to u automatically..
if u dun treat it nicely
it will SCRATCH u..

there is oso another saying by her..

男人就像是女人所穿的鞋一样。。
年轻女人喜欢穿美丽又耀眼的鞋，
虽然她们知道鞋子不合脚，他们还是要穿。。
而年纪比较大的女人穿的鞋就是比较简单又舒服。。

hmmm young girls like their bf or partners to be the spotlight among all guys
so tat they can show off to the rest of their frens
they prefer them to cool, handsome or gd at sports/singing etc..

while older women prefers men tat can take care of her/ her family/ house well..
no matter they are ugly their men is, (older women dun really cares if the shoes are ugly.. they jus wan comfort)
as long as they can make them feel happiness..
they wiill be happie enuff..

i agree to the saying..
but i guess someone will say tat it is not base on facts..
well.. jus a thought n saying to compare guys to something

=)

wad abt u? do u agree?

p.s jus a saying from t.v and me.. no offends to anyone out there..

2008-01-26T03:13:00.000+08:00

New Blog Skin!

hehe.. =)

went to sch today for MAC meeting..

hope everything will turn out great soon.. =)

2008-01-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

Peng ah..
leg pain..

walk alot today..
6pm-11pm
went shopping with rach..
see see
end up bought 3 dresses
she bought a pair of shoe..

we talked alot.. haha

time passes so fast at night..

love my dresses.. =)

hehe..

wads more?

tml meeting MAC..

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2008-01-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

our one n only exam for the sem is over...

weeeee..

after the exam..
triple s went to bugis to shop..
haha..
can't seems to get anything i wan yet..
or still no feel for cny clothes..

1 for $12
2 for $20
cheap...

we shall see how again ba..

went to far east to look for clothes again..
dis time we walk till we peng~
the two other girl went for ling ling long long food..
and i jus bought:
bubble top..
a tin customize with our photo..
2 pack of sushi
1 bubbletea ice cream
BK burger

i really love the top n the tin..

but hor..
how to match top with other accessories..
looks quite plain..
and my necklace abit rusty? or u call tat dirty..
wadever..

met the rest of our classmates 4 times in a row..
shocking..
mere coincidence..
my 1st time tat i met ppl on the same day again for so many times..

i think all of us felt the same ba..
=)

2008-01-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

ppl said tat u r been control
by me..

personally.. they seems so..
but wad they see..
is not wad they noe..

im not getting hold of the relation..

not me..
it is oways u..
n only u..

^^
every quarrel we had
same word came out of yr mouth..

i tried my best to stop it
but one day when it happens

dun turn back..
i wun..

and im serious..

2008-01-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

updated on JAN20

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Time passes quickly..
these are some of the photos on 28 dec 2007
our pri sch gathering..
haha..

i din update much..
but i hope i update more nxt time..
now having exam...
stress..

by enjoy dese photo.. =)

From left to right..

Top to bottom

Poh kiat, Denver,Yuan Kiat, Hong jie, Antron, Robin, Mi, Chrystal, Jan
Carvan, Sheldon, Adelyn Tan, Michelle Tan

2007-12-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

new eyebrow n new hair cut..

although the hair cut was not wad i really wanted..
but after the hair cut i felt better..
no more splited ends n hard to comb hair..

Today's lesson for MAC is on eyebrow..

1st time i trim n pluck my own eyebrow n shape it..
hope it turn out gd on mi.. =)
one step nearer for my makeup's skill..

i'll improve n work on it..

kekeke..

2007-12-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

17 dec 07..
1st day of make up lesson.!!!

Really excited.. lolx..

im glad tat dese day has come..
ive been wanna do, learn,help and study all abt makeup techics and application..

i think tat e 1st hour today was wasted as she put too much time on introduction and some unrelated stuff..
i agree tat it is interesting.. but after all..
we are there to learn more abt makeup..
i noe she dun teach for the god sake of teaching..
makeup lesson + stories is fun..
too much stories n less teaching is a NONONO..
maybe tat is for theory only.. =)

over all i enjoyed..
and we get a set of brushes and eyelash clip today..

after tat went to bugis to look for those eyebrow equipment tat i bought wrgly..
alamak..
hav to re buy..
but no money..
so..
nvm ba..
maybe jus another eyebrow razor will do..

today oso ate my xmas feast.. =)
pastamania!
my fav..
ham n sauages bake rice..
but the taste different liao leh..
maybe becos i so long din eat liao ba..

feeling happie n full full..
log cakes?
nono.. no money for tat..
nxt year..
kekeke..

shop for shoe at bugis is a headache..
i canot seems to find the right shoe for mi..
sliver heels so hard to find meh..
partly maybe is xmas sale..
all ladies rush there to grab cheap shoes..
cant seems to really see all the shoes..

shall try again dis sat..

ALL I WAN FOR CHRISTMAS IS A NEW HAIRDO..

2007-12-17T02:30:00.000+08:00

These are photo of my recent life..

date?

canot remember..

not long ago..

hahas..

the CIP photo..

aaahh my hair..

photo by : ercia.. sweetie

ghost?!

oh ya..

dis donut shop rox..

A smiles..

we stare at u!

O.O

ah? liang zhi zhiang?

this is taken at bugis..

how i wish im on it..

2007-12-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz..
yet again..
a brain test..
i jus wanna do wad i wanna finish it 1st den e brain test..
he jus wan mi finish it as soon as possible..
cos its for our sake..

i noe it is important to him..
and to both of us..

but im doing my stuff too..
why must it be now..

maybe if he noes wad im doing now..
he will understand..
or maybe he will not..

he say i hurt him..
im sorry..
i think i cant get my coolness and started to spill out things without thinking..

i wanna talk to him on phone to get things clear..
i tot he is scared to talk to mi as we will start to quarrel..

he scolded mi..
dun i feel hurt too?

he is anxious i guess..

another bad timing of the day..

time to appologize..

2007-12-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

Having a urge to blog..

its funny to read Al Ghee's post..

@.@ i personally canot stand his humorous..

dis is interesting..

haha..

everything ended as soon as it started..

2007-11-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

like siwei said..
game and studies comes in between us..
if it is still there..
the conflict will nv end..

having quarrels on tues..
and nth doesnt seems quite right..

due to all events collected in him..
i guess he started to get so worked up..

im sorry for all those tat happened..

sometime i wonder..
if somethings goings wrg..
did we put into e other party's shoe to try to understand?
or we let out our unhappiness 1st b4 thinking for others..

think again..

partly.. both of us were wrg..
but to give n take..

its hard..
as humans are calculative..
if u give too much..
u r afraid tat u dun take back as much as wad u give...

and oso afraid tat u take more den u give..

both must learn to be both givers and takers
i understand n i noe..
hope both of us will improve on it..

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i think human are sociable creature..
it matters only if we wish to be socialize with each other..

or to understand each other better..

maybe when two person dislike each other..

is becos they dun understand each other's view

or maybe they noe each other too much to hate..

think again..

loves oways as i care..

2007-11-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

hey..

jus updated some older post..
hav a look if u wan to..

dying blog due to projects n test..

busy weeks n days..
it's killing mi..

hoping to see more interesting stuff in my life..

eh..
looking forward for makeup artist club's training..
i wanna get a cert soon..

sch is having alot of bazzars..
i pok liao la..
buy dis buy tat..
haha..

dis is yummy..

shen mian..

gravy gd..

noodle nice..

*drools*

ah hon..

sotong n mr soh..

the eye..

wad la?!

hehe..

smiling!

we tried to measure e guard hse..

nice yogurt ice cream..

cookie chip, oreo & strawberry..

sour.. but i quite like it..

2007-11-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

hihi..
long time no update..
hav a look again..
dese are some pic happen during starting of nov..

Fat fries..
cute eh..
i dun wanna eat it..

Hey!
Felicia chin in food court 1 for e food search!..
she is so pretty n white!
really like her..

took dis during my younger sis bday..
my sis in yellow..
both ladies at the corners are my naggy cousin =X

ok..
here comes my ah bee jiejie..
she own a food shop in tampines..
visit if u wan..
call, sms or email mi for more info =X

my donuts..
from missing donut..
not 'missy'.. is 'missing'!

another copy cat brand.

wad is tat?
i dunno..
but i see two ringsof clouds..

close up view..
maybe made by aeroplanes?

changi airport!

nono.. its punggol mrt station..

nice view lu..

sun setting..

on LRT platform..
nice eh..

2007-11-04T02:35:00.000+08:00

sreat sehsaw ym ecaf etinyreve..
ti neppah tsom fo eht emit..

i evah a egru ot eid..
revenehw mi das, i evah on eno ot yler no..

ton neve ym sesolc dnatsrednu im..

i yllear yllear onnud daw eh snaw..
derit fo stnemeugra htiw mih..

nehw nac ti pots..

i tsol ym snerf setinrevo & skeew..
soc i kcits ot mih yreve emit..
lpp nud naw ot eb thgiltops..
i, flesym, nud naw ot tfel mih tuo..

fi i tsol mih, i tsol yreve sgniht..

i eno, mi ton dg fiw lpp dna snerf..
tub, i deirt ym tseb..

won i tsol meht.. ma i gniog ot tsol mih oot?

emitemos, i yllaer onnud sdaw grw..

si ti tpmi woh lpp kool ta u?

woh i hsiw i nac eb ekil woh mi desu ot nehw ym xe tfel im..
eht efil i dah nirud o lvl..
lla eht emit si ylno yduts..
neve fi i dah on eno sa nerf ni ssalc, i llits yrrac on ym efil..

ym yadhtrib sehsiw emac eurt..
i tog in mfpd dna tg a fb..

si sid taerg? ro suj rehtona tset?

mi yrros adad, fi i tsuh u..
mi yrros ym snerf, ym setamssalc dna flesym..

ll'i egnahc fi emit wolla..

mi htn dg or taerg..
i eno mi on regnol flesym..
lpp egnahc..

soc i evol ad..

新不了情

2007-11-03T01:52:00.000+08:00

God.. dis is sooooo long ago.. =.=
i forget tat i uploaded e pic but forget to update..
i tot i already did..
haha..

all dese happen during end of oct..

hav a look!

getting bored in class..

take pic la..

my zafara..

his zafara..

Who's more cuter?

view taking from classroom..

i like beautiful views..

stupid funny idiotic face..

ahahaha..

zoombie attack!

School bazzar..

bear bear on stage..

hehe..

he is busy..

bry is itchy..

ericia?

bry ah.. why block her face..

she is a pretty little girl

me n ericia..

she is cute.. right? ^^

ah!

me!

sun rise?
nono..

sun set..

another nice view..

2007-10-20T02:30:00.000+08:00

Dis is on 12 oct..
so long liao right..
haha..
im too busy to blog..
not much ppl will read it anyway..
jus blog to remember..

all these photos are taken after our c.i.p..
go beach pick rubbishs..
eeewwww..

Beautiful dae right? but hot..

aaahhh.. i like e views..

walking towards marine parade...

another gd view..

wow..
he broke e record for punching..
who?
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Ta da.. him!
see how strong he gets..

He broke another record..

he is strong right?=D

Dis record broke by us..

mi, him and sotong..

we din kena bite by crocodile..

i found cookie mon mon..

sake sushi!!

Hungry le..

nice view eh?

Pic posted on 20 oct.. lastest update 27 oct 2.40am..

2007-10-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

Dis should be posted 2 weeks ago..

7 oct 2007
im editing n i forgot to post..

Nan ren bang, triple s and chap ji ka 2 members were there..
lao ma was there too..
we were celebrating bdays of zhong ying, hon and lao ma..
had fun..
we went for steam boat n arcade..
these were the pictures..

Click e pics for bigger view

Zhong ying should be asking for?

Some fried food..

Cook Cook Cook..

singing bday songs..
bday peeps..

Two of them were funny..

making wishes..
"fake blowing"

n
Real blowing candles..

We disturb them..
They are so cute..
haha..

too small..

i dunno why..

taking pics with e bday ppl

Triple S

And

Nan Ren Bang..

Haha

Nic is cute..

and funny..

Eat cake!

Zoombie..
i mean..
house of e dead 4..

Some sort of shooting game..

Car bumping game..
fun..

Some drving pic

Yea!

Smile

Blah..

On train way home..

2007-10-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

must watch dis..

HAHAHAHAHA..

2007-10-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

lailai..
update on last week..
too lazy upload pic..

haha.. we were having CD module (character development)
we were shock by e presentation done by other grp..

"pls take out a piece of paper, write down what other value we should have beside SPCORE"

@@ wth?

okok.. tats wad i remember abt 2 oct..

let e photos say everything..

Boring morning in e class..
no one is doing work..

U can provide a service for Any non profitable organizer for cip hours..

Service room?

Seriously..

i dunno wad is he doing..

This is how e class look like from outside..

Random shot..

Wondering wad are e both of them thinking..

haha.. blue light from e nose.

Her head kena SQUEEZED..

Huh? mi?

Zhi Xuan : hey, sotong.. U noe how to use my phone not?

Zhong Ying : huh? how to use ah?

me! with spec

'Haha.. sotong so funny..'

2007-10-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

Video Video..

when we r bored we took dis stupid video.. haha

2007-10-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

Monday

1 oct..

my mum went to school with mi..

den went off to see my aunt again..

another boring day..

1st lesson law..

den we went for a long break..

haha.. skipped e rest of e lecture for law..

when we went back..

sit for 5 mins..

lecturer said.. "ok, we will stop here"

haha..

nxt lesson start at 1-3..

mr tang..

ectp tutorial.. draw draw draw..

headache ah..

3-4.30.. law tutorial..

hehe.. din do anything much..

btw happie childrens day again..

FC3's Western food!!! yummy..

Mr tang teaching..

i'm sleepy..

lai lai listen to class..

Nic: Dun hit mi la, bryan!..

Bryan: u hit mi 1st de ok..

Wonders who starting dis hitting 1st..

Mr tang: Class, dun forget wad u must do ah..

2007-10-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

Corporate outing last sunday..
30sept..
well..
only 4 of us..
e rest cant make it..
but we had fun..
caught quite alot of prawn..

hope nxt outing everyone can make it n we go prawing again..
cakie! Chocolate cakie!

on e way to buy e bday cake..

this bug appear when i was talking to my sis..

eeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

still there after a turn at e road..
.

den it start to show its leg!!!

RUN!!!

we changed seats..

still there..
aaaaaaaahhhhhhh~

my sis =D

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Liying!!
xiao zhu..

Vineeth n faiz..

Vineeth trying to get a prawn..

ugly mi..

e rest concentrating..

liying put bait..

sea "harm"

lolx..

standing high up..

me n my big prawn..

looks nice?

ah..

faiz twisted a bear bear wif heart for mi..

2007-09-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

Yoz!!!
xD Sch started dis monday..
and im so busy n tired..
my timetable abit sux..

Mon: 10-4.30
Tue: 10-5
Wed: 9-12
Thu: 8-5
Fri: 8-12

need to wake up early..
but oh well..
wad to do..
but after wed n fri free time..

dis sem gonna work hard to pull up e gpa..
ar bo canot promote or needa repeat.. T.T

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Ya.. dis week sch started..
e sec cca drive from 24-26sept
mon went to makeup artiste booth to see
i had ericia to apply makeup on mi..
hehe..
i look so differ.. O.O
1st time applied full makeup after kindergarden's performance..
den took some pic wif triple s..
haha..
bored in class ma..

wed was my duty till 2..
den we had our sex education in convention centre at 3.15..
wad H.I.V, AIDS.. etc..
i wasnt listening or paying attention..
was talking to ericia..
haha..
get to know her more..
i like her character n charm.. ^^

looking forward for more in her club..
learning to be pretty..
learning to love myself more..
learn everything abt girls.. =)

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Thu morning 8 was in e class for my GEMS - love relation
alamak..
i woke up so early for it..
den heavy rain..
e lecturer came late at 9..
wah!!!

but overall..
e module quite ok n interesting..
sit there participate n listen will do
projects n presentation + attendance will pass it..
nth much stressful.. =D

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Fri..
Sch having xiao hua xiao cao..
i tot it will start late..
e poster say 2.30-5.30
cheat my feeling..
i end up in liabray after lunch till 3.30
den when to fc5..
saw them ending e programme..
not much crowd there..
sadden..
i wanna watch ma..
took some pic..

hmmm.. it ended.. =(

xiao hua & xiao cao..

i missed my chance to take pic wif e host.. T.T

Dis took on thursday..

sotong was shock to see nic doing dis

nic took a chopstick to stir mango+strawberry juice..

and made e place sticky?

e juice is ok n sweet..

but got fibre.. den mao mao de..

laopa not looking here.. he is looking at ?

They were talking.. abt?

dis is wad i ate on mon lunch..

chicken rice n laopa's laoma's milk tea..

applied some makeup from ericia on mon..

we were bored..

so i tot we could take some pic..

lai lai.. listen to mr tang's lesson..

Lets look up.. n guess wad we r thinking..

There u go.. our thoughts..

hehe.. bunny?

sotong n laopa..

this pic, lao pa dun look like herself ?.?

Sotong still e same face as e previous photo..

aaaahhhh!

kena pinched n head squeezed..

my face not quite rite..

big face socky wif sotong..

triple s! Si wei looks pretty..

2007-09-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

hihi..
its long since i last update..
last week went for class chalet..
i was sick during e sec day of chalet..
had to go home early..
oh well..

we were playing game, drinking absulute vodka, chatting.. on e 1st night till 5? or is it 4?
den i went to slp halfway through e games..
i still remember my hair kena pulled by him while slping..
he oso knocked my head..
i wake him up..
he said "im sorry lin"
den when back to slp..
alamak..
K.O by him..

Den Celebrating karen n laopa's bday on e sec night..
hope both of them like their present from us..
we oso had bbqs 2 cakes..
alot wor..
i heard tat they ordered $185 of bbq stuff..
@@

Im still sick after 5 days..

nvm.. lets enjoy dese photo..

Donuts from my little sis last week.. nice hor? i like e hearts one..

Missy Donut..

eh.. he say i look some vampire girl from a game.. =.=

4 big n small bags for chalet.. clothes, present, food n stuff to play.. @@

i remember i din had lunch or breakfast and i was hungry while im waiting for nan ren bang ppl..

i'm getting bored..

so make funny faces..

dis is taken in e room..

mi n him

two puffer fishes?

Yiang hai n his Cs..

ahaha.. guess who i am?

omg.. dis is funny.. he's slpy..

oh ya.. my chopstick got moist n dirts.. so i had to use STRAWS..

during 1st night.. lao pa!

Some of e girls... cynthia, jie rui, siwei n karen.. *left to rite* wad is shane doing?

Grp pic of them.. blur eh?

Mushroom boy promotes to be fern boy!
Bryan, siwei & nic..
nic acting cute?

Lao pa n Mi ^^

Dis two trying to be cool..

Girls..
Pei qi, siwei
geogina,karen & jie rui

Shane did dis?
nice heart..

Boo!

Blur.. grp pic wif mi

Wah too bright?

Two cakes! Celebate 5 month of meeting each others?
si wei n karen's cake too..

Lao pa n Karen cutting cakes..

2007-09-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

haiz..
no money..
no money put ezlink..
canot go mei yin's birthday celebration..

haiz..

sorry guys..

2007-09-14T00:38:00.000+08:00

I dunno y..
Sometime feels like slping forever..
till one day..
i get a kiss from happiness..
and awake to be happie forever..

I wonder wads wrg..
is e personalities between the lovers..
or e problems between them..

i cried..

Mayb quarrels will cause more sparks between lovers..
and their relationship will be put to a test..

no matter wad..
i'll pass all tests..

cos.. i loves..

2007-09-07T02:10:00.000+08:00

Wednesday..
5th of sep..
i went out wif him n lao pa to find lao ma..
den buy contact lens..
not bad la..
140$ = 1 year supply + 3 pairs monthly trails n 3 pairs daily + fila pouch + pink pouch

Den b4 looking for lao ma.. i had our so called dunno is lunch or dinner at 4++ swts..

we ordered quite alot.. 3 student meal set.. wif a regular pizza.. e cheese fondue..
canot finish aaaahhhhh!!!
so end up ta bao some go home as my dinner.. hehe =)

1.Yummy.. full like a pig in pizza hut.. xD but de-li-ci-ous!!!

2.Dese Are The Left Overs.. ahahaha.. cos i ate 2 slice pizza full liao.. dunno why.. xD

3.Ask him to be natural.. he act cool.. so funny.. why dun wan smile?

4.Den when ask him smile, he act smile.. =.= jus to entertain mi.. lolx..

5.Lao pa show mi her BALUKU.. i mean.. e fruit.. eeee.. so sour.. i dun like..

6. Take picture with dis BIG BIG BAUSCH & LOMB box.. cute loh..

7. S.H.E use Bausch & Lomb.. Loves

2007-09-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hehe..
Yesterdae went back to Secondary school to visit e teachers..
i wanna take picture wif e teachers..
but missed e chance..
haiz..
nxt time ba.. =D

After tat..
rachael went off for tennis den mi and xin yi went out with qiu ping to city hall to shop..
we had lunch at suntec pastamania..
ham & sausage pizza, mussles n clam pasta and ham & sausage bake rice!
30.60 in total 3 person share... weeeeeeee not bad eh?

tat day oso quite suay..
got auntie hor..
push push push..
den push mi till i almost fall..
siao de la..
on my left got childrens n kids..
i canot move much ma..
no need push through e crowd..
later knock into kids how?
made mi accidentally step on xin yi's leg..

Another case is one stupid guy..
dunno carry wad shit.. ( hard board or suitcase.. wadever)
den knock into my hand..
now blue black le..
walk oso din see gt ppl..

I end my day at home..
applying counter pain..
stand half a day at school..
made my leg stress.. =/

oh ya.. btw happie teachers day to all teachers again =D

Xin Yi Caught in eating cake!!!

Nice view ma? sch's background..

Rachael n mi.. it was so windy.. on e way to hall..

Wah.. school change public phone.. dis is so cool.. still got instruction on how to use e PHONE.. =.=

Two Monkey taking pictures.. nah... making funny faces..

My hair look messy.. dis view is taken at e end of e school.. where e sea view is.. but it is not inside =.=

2007-08-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

haha..

today went to union for e appreciation dinner's meeting..

on e way i had nth to do..

so i took a pic of his shirt's logo..

adidassssss..

oh ya..

i was abit shock as i was choosen to b e business i/c..

i hope i can get my job done well..
i nv lead b4 as a HEAD..
hehe..
but i sure tat e seniors will guide mi..

i nv knew wad dis is until they told mi dis is called a Plaque.. =.=

i admit i noob..

my english sux too.. =/

okie.. now lets get ready for tml's teacher's day stuff..

i go chiong my cards le..

Happie go Lucky mi xD

2007-08-27T02:21:00.000+08:00

Aug 22!!! PRATA DAY... we went to alexandra rd to eat.. but e shop closed.. we end up at pasi panjan eat prata.. weeeeeeeee.. we ate alot i think..

zhong ying hor..

dun see her sotong sotong blur blur de..

she can eat alot de..

3 prata..

banana cheese prata *i find dis weird*

pineapple prata *such thing exist ar?*

Potato+cheese+egg prata *dis one not bad eh*

mi ar? 1 egg prata and mushroom cheese prata.. i din eat alot.. hmm they give very little cheese.. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh =( nvm nxt time eat better one..

hehe.. we oso took some pictures.. here..

Triple S at prata shop..

aaaaaaahhhhhh... hair messy... =/

mi n him`` =.= tissue prata still in his mouth..

we havin fun.. hope there is more to come for holidays..

Changed Skin xD

2007-08-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

Found a new skin for my dead blog!!! =D

Hehe.. i'll revive my blog again... upload more pics too

Time to change blogskin!

2007-06-16T00:54:00.000+08:00

Meow!!! xD no more emo-ing le.. past has gone.. nowadays no time update blog.. i think i shld change e skin too.. nxt time when i freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

True fren test!

2007-06-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

hey i jus made a true fren test.. check dis out.. its at one of e tabs..

i noe i so long din update my blog le.. sick again.. =/ 3 days liao.. flu..

hmm.. alot things happen.. n activities coming up.. i think i tired myself too much.. =D

anyway.. i'll hav to jia you n keep up! love..

Dunno how i feel

2007-05-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

im gettin emo.. n if others get emo i'll get emo too..

i think becos im not mature enuff.. everything shall wait till im 18.. when im half adult..? so tat i wun make another wrg choice..

ahaha.. its not tat u r not gd enuff.. i think im not gd enuff..

dis is my blog.. who say i canot b emo in my blog?

Back after sick!

2007-05-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

haha.. so long din come in..
cos my blogger got something wrg.. n i was having high fever last thrus n fri...
i dun like getting sick.. or who likes getting sick?

hehe.. somemore last thru chew chew went mediacorp for compettition den i canot go support.. i feel very sad loh.. tat time i walk pass e bus i have e urge to go up sia... T.T

ahahaha... oh ya.. i play back ro de.. e free server.. now lvl 12 only.. canot use tele or kapra.. very stupid rite.. haha nvm.. xD i played with my classmate-chong ren oso.. fun ^^ =D

2007-05-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

im sick again.. going emo again.. i dunno y.. i oways think negative... i shld change.. LOA is ma fan.. i wanna get well soon.. things for mi is a problem.. i dunno y i felt dis way.. haiz..

2007-05-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

xD Shocking news!!

Wo yesterday.. got a gd news from li ying.. she let mi into corporate!! xD weeeee..

ahaha... den today i whole day happie... but den i scare la.. mayb i happie awhile only leh.. when works come i dunno if i can handle them ma.. so hope!

thx for giving a chance boss!

xD ahaha..

2007-05-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

Sad n Happie..?

im sad.. or i shld say.. disappointed.. i noe i din give my best... all i can blame.. is.. myself..

myself..

spsu rox..

i stone.. *lame? ahaha.. i still got mood crack jokes eh*

=/

happie? i got less stress from e rest? but i think im more stress now.. ahaha.. i really dunno wad to do sia..

do... wad shld i do.. @@

oh god.. pls enlighten mi.. -_-

2007-04-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

interview~

i scare i canot make it for e spsu interview.. many of us wanted to join e social team.. =/ my interview start at 10.30am..

i still canot slp now.. somemore.. i jus get well.. rested for 2 days le.. still feels very tired.. hope everything will b ok...

jiayou! =3

2007-04-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

Sick..

i jus came back from camp not long ago.. RDC is tiring... e nite walk is scary... but i din scream.. jus cant scream at all..

1st day we get to slp 3 hours only...
2nd day is e worst.. 1 hour... or less den tat.. without slpin bag n bathing.. on e floor of poly centre.. @@

now im very sick.. 2 days le.. still not ok.. T.T haiz...

2007-04-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

@@ tml camp le...

at 1st, im looking forward for e camp... but now... i dun feel like going...

haiz.. y? due to many many reason... dis n tat.. but i guess i jus hav to endure.. hope god love mi n decide for mi.. if really canot take it le.. i'll quit Union.. =(

dis few days.. lessons n lessons... but they jus dun get into my brain.. i noe im WOLS.. but the lesson is hard to understand la... nvm.. nth pull mi down now.. jia you gal!

i even form IT IDIOT CLUB for my class.. im e club president.. =)

tml 1 year shi lian de... must celebrate n b happie.. xD

my hse flooding... :'( due to them...

2007-04-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

?haniarbon

1sttimesomeonesaiddistome.. shldistillbhappieorsad.. forgetit!

2007-04-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

headache...
stomachache...
bodyache..
heartache..

everypartofmiaching..

am i forgotten.. or im jus a transparent stuff floatin in e air.. did i think too much..

imjusachildishgalwhodunnohowtothinkatall.. idincaremuchformyfrens.. allithinkisformyself..

today ping went out with mi.. she is sick.. i din really notice till she is very very quiet.. hope she is feelin better now.. sorry.. n thx for accompany mi..

inoei'llfeelbettertml.. orafterawhile.. jusgivemitimetoforget.. ijusdunnohowtoapprochulikeiusedtob.. asmile? orjusjokearoundlikeiusedtob?

someonetellmiwadtodopls..

2007-04-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

I cant slp.. why? im troubled.. running away..

it's around 1.30 now.. im still here.. online.. no one chattin with mi on msn now.. i still dun feel slpy..

yesterday.. i slept at 2am till 2pm.. i woke up at 7+ when he msg me.. after i read e msg.. n i continued to slp.. runnin away from it.. cos.. i knew tat..

god wunt b so nice to me.. he would left mi alone with broken heart..

after all i dun deserve to love anyone.. cos i made a promise tat.. i would love myself 1st.. than anyone else..

i started to understand.. i'll work hard towards dis 1st..
cos i let god decide my life n future..

i hope dis is for e best..

2007-04-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

ah.. wad's wrg with mi... i noe i canot like tat de... i cant help it.. @@ help!!!

SP FLAG DAY 2007

i collected $9.75! clap clap!!!

i din do much oso.. im guilty.. lolx... im not feelin well e whole day.. all i hope was a nice bed to slp on... @@ i drop my pepsi on e floor... crack n leak.. i noe i shldnt drink tat i noe.. no choice.. xD im thristy..

today mood swing again.. but today better den yesterday..

i let e god decide my future.. xD

2007-04-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

im sorry..

i dunno wad's wrg with mi or wadever.. jus feeling not rite.. i noe i shldnt b like tat.. im sorry everyone..

somemore.. dis guy ish so funny.. i think he is nice.. but he say he is not.. i dunno wad is he thinking.. or i shld say its hard to guess his thoughts.. hmm.. but thx to him.. im feelin much more better now.. i keep askin how he feels after knowin mi n e rest.. but e ans i get is hard to understand.. or am i WOLS? lolx.. well.. he is alot smarter den mi.. dis makes mi wanna noe more abt him.. =)

btw.. thx alot bro.. ^^

i think i like him... i mean.. like e way he thinks.. =)

oh ya.. i get to noe my classmate better today.. tml we r going to little india to collect donation.. but i tink we changin location.. but anyways im meetin with derran 1st den see how ba.. mayb after collection some$ i go n look for my classmate..

sian.. laptop tio e error back.. headache.. i need to bring down again.. tmd..

i forget to add in.. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MUM..

2007-04-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today 1 day of orientation...

i woke up at 6.. den must get sch by 8.15 to meet up with my pri sch fren and derran.. so i reached dover mrt at 8.10.. i tot i was late.. but im not.. hahax..

den hor... it turned out tat both of them in e same class.. im at e class nxt door.. sian ah... why i oways so suay de.. T.T spice training hor.. i hor, idiot at all e stuff.. den my lecturer talk so fast... i was freezing cold n slpy tat i couldnt get anything into my head.. ZzzZ..

den... i got my laptop fixed n start playin it with derran n davin in e library near foodcourt5.. @@ but i lost in my own sch when i was on e way to fetch weiliang n hidaya.. zzz.. but in e end.. e grp at e library head off to mac to look for e rest..

sia.. den at mac.. i kena teased by e grp abt bein close with wei liang... but hor i think both of us treat each others as frens only.. why e rest think too much.. or i think too much.. some more even if i like him.. i dun hav e ritez to fall in love.. cos i dunno anything at all.. n i cant love or like anyone..

i think im a bad gal..

lousy gal...

im nth gd...

2007-04-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP

Zzz.. im damn tired n achin from e spsu FOC.. yesterday went lunch with mei yin n wei liang.. kena shot by them.. ZZZ i wonder they dunno wad im sayin or i dunno wad they r sayin.. two vs one.. of cos they win la.. =( bully!!!..

the camp was e worst camp i ever had.. 1st two days was scary.. somemore my legs cant take it for long pe n standin time.. made mi unable to join in most of e activities.. i felt tat im left out in e family n among e gals..

e seniors r nice ppl actually.. n thx mummy xinjie n daddy adam for takin care of mi n e family.. loves ya lots..

2007-04-01T17:51:00.000+08:00

@@ i so long no update my blog de.. mi hor going freshman orientation soon.. tue to friday.. sian ah... i scare wor... some more still need to prepare.. but im still laggin at home.. lazy to pack la.. hope everything turn out ok.. =)

2007-03-20T12:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz...

My RO bro said tat my tagboard got virus... so i removed de... i think i kena e virus from there too.. now it is in my system... den hav to reformat de.. but i dunno how to.. @.@ swtness..

now everyday online oso dun wish to online long.... cos e virus keep popping out.. den very irritated by it.. online games oso canot play.. stupid trojan horse la... =( nw make mi so bored everyday... so hav to find something to do to take up time... badminton n bball everyday..

but den hor yesterday i go for e medical check up... i found out tat i grew fat...... omg.... dis canot B la.. T.T i got exerise la.. i dunno why i still grow fat.. Tmd..

kk sign off here.. xD

2007-03-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

TmD!!! Stupid Virus!!!

Eh!!! My c0mputer ti0 dun0 wad stupid virus... den h0r can0t rem0ve.. i heal it le but den it still appear.. dun0 generate fr0m where de.. den s0mem0re 0nce im 0n e internet it sure t0p 0ut de.. @.@ Help.. if any0ne see dis.. help!!

=( canot online long la..

2007-03-09T12:47:00.000+08:00

The M0st Unlucky Dae in my Life..

Yesterdae, i w0ke up at 8.30.. i went 0ut with my tw0 gal frens.. they wanted t0 appeal for a better c0urse den wad they were p0sted t0.. S0 i accompany them t0 Nyp for e appealing.. We t0t tat we will b able t0 ask 0r talk t0 e pers0n in charge abt e c0urses, s0 tat we can hav a better chance 0f getting int0 it.. But we was 0nly able t0 use e c0mputer n l0g int0 e jae appealing website t0 appeaL.. s0mem0re they cant appeaL f0r c0urses higher den their cut 0ff p0int @.@ 0mg.. wasted 0ur lovely m0rning slpin rite?..

Haha.. tat's still 0kie de.. S0 after.. We headed back t0 C0mpass p0int t0 hav 0ur lunch at pizza hut! Student meaL!! @ $7.. We t00k very l0ng t0 decide where t0 g0 after e meaL.. N decided t0 g0 t0 escape theme park t0 hav fun.. *since i didnt been there bef0re..* @.@ w0rst case happen.. there ish a sign there saying.. 'Cl0sed 0n weekdays.. 0pen during weekends n public 0r sch h0lidays' OMG.. @.@ 1st time i n0e there ish such thing.... i t0t theme park 0pens everyday? hmm.. We ended up playing arcade at d0wnt0wn east.. g0sh..

Since we get b0red easily.. we plan t0 watch a movie at the cathay since i hav a pair of free m0vie passes.. S0 we b0ught e tickets.. A c0medy 'hist0ry b0ys' (NC16) *n0t ch00sen by mi* which ish a m0vie with0ut subtitles n we catch n0 balls from e sh0w.. *Hehe my eng sux.. i n0e u n0e abt it t00* @.@ It was filming abt a sch in 1983.. Old n boring eh?

We ran 0ut of e cinema after an hour of b0ring speech fr0m e m0vie.. everyone in e cinema stared at us as we were like aliens 0r m0nsters.. I bet they were thinking tat we d0 n0t appreciated e m0vie.. 0r jus wasting m0ney? *haha?*

0k nvm.. since we g0t e m0vie passes it's n0t tat bad rite?

@.@ we left e cinema at 5.40.. its still early s0 we take train back t0 hougang Kbox sing s0ng lu.. i drink t000 much water n need t0 g0 t0 e toilet.. but e t0ilet at kb0x ish 0ut 0f service!!! SUAY.. Need t0 use e 0ne 0utside kb0x.... eee.. 0utside al0t ah bengs? ah lians? @.@ scary..

#.# unlucky rite?

2007-03-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

i 0ways t0t tat.. e truth ish n0t wad i 0ways heard.. i think i can't lie t0 myself anym0re.. socky.. u hav t0 m0ve 0n... f0rget him.. u misses him.. but he wun b back.. all e lies from guys jus made mi feel even weaker.. n most of all.. it hurts mi alot.. bec0s.. i 0ways trust ppl wh0 i love n care.. s0me of my frens says i trust ppl t00 easily.. but without trust h0w can human pull each 0ther cl0ser t0 an0ther level.. Liars.. i hate liars`` There ish n0 l0nger questi0ns t0 all yr action.. Bec0s they r all jus excuses..

i hate u becos i used to love u..

2007-03-06T09:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE!!!!

eh... i w0ke up at 8.30 dis m0rning n check 0ut e jae p0sting.. im s0 sh0ck tat i get int0 my 1st ch0ice.. singap0re p0ly`s Pr0perty Devel0pment & Facilities Management`` I think im even happier den th0se wh0 struck 10milli0n d0llar t0t0 last week!! s0mem0re im same class with my primary sch fren - i used t0 like him during pri sch time.. ah.. issit it funny.. g0d turns mi ar0und n bring mi back t0 him? xD weLL we r classmate again.. =)

F0r n0w.. i wun b thinking 0f getting in l0ve or wadever.. jus h0pe tat i can make new frens n hav fun.. L0ve can wait.. (^v^)

2007-03-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

F0und a Skin f0r my bl0g.. My 1st p0st..